Wednesday, March 16, 2011
My Story
The Mechanics of Depression
I was officially diagnosed with it in 2009. The truth is that I have had this affliction since birth and as a result I have battled it all my life. I do mean battle. A daily deadly full fledged battle of the century no mercy assault. I have used many weapons in this battle against myself.
For many years I have had two sides of myself. One side tells me I am a worthless useless person with no redeeming qualities.My own personal Dr. Evil only more deceptively dangerous. In fact, Dr. Evil is not even the proper euphemism. I call it the committee to convict Brad of being to shitty to deserve to live.
The other side of me wants the help others and feel good about itself purely from recognizing that to give is to truly receive. My own personal Jesus or Muhammad. Buddha Brad.............
This post is an excerpt from the soon to be released book "the Mechanics of Depression"
I was officially diagnosed with it in 2009. The truth is that I have had this affliction since birth and as a result I have battled it all my life. I do mean battle. A daily deadly full fledged battle of the century no mercy assault. I have used many weapons in this battle against myself.
For many years I have had two sides of myself. One side tells me I am a worthless useless person with no redeeming qualities.My own personal Dr. Evil only more deceptively dangerous. In fact, Dr. Evil is not even the proper euphemism. I call it the committee to convict Brad of being to shitty to deserve to live.
The other side of me wants the help others and feel good about itself purely from recognizing that to give is to truly receive. My own personal Jesus or Muhammad. Buddha Brad.............
This post is an excerpt from the soon to be released book "the Mechanics of Depression"
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